Throw Some Things Away | #Jesus #clothes #shopping #love #tidiness #soundcloud #music

Hey Everybody,

I’ve done a substantial amount of work on my phd, enough that justifies me taking some time off. Sooo….

I felt like God was telling me to throw away some clothes. So I set about doing so, I was surprised by how many clothes I had for a start, secondly, how many clothes I had that just didn’t fit any more or I just didn’t want. Can you believe it? I’ve been working out and that has put muscle on my thighs and butt, so now some of my clothes don’t fit me any more lol. The irony… LOL.

You know, sometimes God gets us to get rid of things in our lives because He wants you to make space for something nice that He has for you. It says in Leviticus:

Leviticus26:3 & 10 [NLT] “[3] “If you follow my decrees and are careful to obey my commands, … [10] You will have such a surplus of crops that you will need to clear out the old grain to make room for the new harvest!”

It also says in Isaiah:

Isaiah 54:1-6 [NLT] “[1] “Sing, O childless woman, you who have never given birth! Break into loud and joyful song, O Jerusalem, you who have never been in labor. For the desolate woman now has more children than the woman who lives with her husband,” says the LORD. [2] “Enlarge your house; build an addition. Spread out your home, and spare no expense! [3] For you will soon be bursting at the seams. Your descendants will occupy other nations and resettle the ruined cities. [4] “Fear not; you will no longer live in shame. Don’t be afraid; there is no more disgrace for you. You will no longer remember the shame of your youth and the sorrows of widowhood. [5] For your Creator will be your husband; the LORD of Heaven’s Armies is his name! He is your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel, the God of all the earth. [6] For the LORD has called you back from your grief–as though you were a young wife abandoned by her husband,” says your God.”

Through the process of clearing you are also building, you have to clear space in order to build an extension to your home, in order for God to fill it. I really identify with that, being someone who has never given birth and someone who has been spurned and abandoned on numerous occasions, it’s nice to know that even when though other people reject you Jesus steps in to be the love that other people, things and situations are incapable of giving to you. Sometimes people throw you away in anger when they should not, perhaps they feel like you are not giving them enough attention or whatever they feel that they are due from you… Certain people need calm right down and get over themselves, I’m talking to you… -_- Those people are fools and those people, things and situations are the kind of things you just need to throw away and let go of, so that Jesus can step in and bring into your live people, things and situations that will bring joy to your life. Getting rid of something is not the end, it’s the beginning πŸ™‚ Here’s some music I wrote for my PhD! It’s about marital sex, as a Christian that’s the only kind of sex I encourage! Read the explanation here

Listen to the other versions:

P.S. I’ve bought some new clothes including my new sexy underwear (follow this link to find out about that! lol), which I shall put into the space I have just cleared hehe πŸ˜›

Catherine

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I’ve decided to try new things

Hello

I’m thinking about pushing the boundaries and to stop being so “safe” and to try new things. That is all. I’m busy trying new things lol.

Here’s the playlist with my new song about marital sex in the garden from last week. There’s 3 versions in the playlist, the original, acoustic and orchestral, let me know which one you like best.

Play in the embedded player below or Follow this link to play:

You can also listen on SoundCloud. Follow this link to play or use the embedded player below:

Catherine x

I Wrote A #Song for #Christmas ‘Our Love’ – #music #freelance #musician #Christmas #Christian #composer #songwriter #singer #producer #SoundCloud

Ladies and Gentlemen!

Here it is as promised! I wrote a song for Christmas!

It’s about being in love with the person that you are in love with your way and not how other people think you should be in love with that person. It’s also about being proud of the person that you are in love with and not caring who knows that you are with this person! And that person in my life is Jesus! Normally people pray to Jesus and read the Bible and I do those things plus! I like to watch films with Jesus and go on dates with Jesus to my favourite coffee place and when we watch films together I make a space for Jesus next to me, I pull out a chair at dinner time for Jesus and we write songs together and have fun together, like friends! πŸ™‚

Follow this link to play ‘Our Love’ or use the embedded player below:

p.s. the background picture was taken that time when there was loads of snow this month lol

Lots of Love and Merry Christmas

Catherine x

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You Feel #Lonely Because You Don’t #Love Yourself – #selfesteem #positivebodyimage

Hello Everybody,

I’ve been thinking, about why sometimes I feel lonely and here are my conclusions:

  • I feel like I love lots of other people more than I love myself.
  • I feel like I’m soo forgiving of other people and I make soo many concessions for other people’s mistakes but I’m very harsh and cold towards myself,
  • I’m intolerant of myself and my faults
  • Although I enjoy quiet time with myself I still feel like at the end of the day I want to hang out with other people more than I actually want to hang out with myself.
  • I’ve noticed that other people are more accepting of my physical appearance than I am
  • I need to stop criticising myself
  • I need to smile more and think more of myself

This is why I feel lonely. I don’t enjoy my own company. So when there is no one around to love me, I don’t even love myself, so then there’s literally no one there to love me at all. When other people abandon me I’m not there for me because I abandoned me a long time ago. This is a terrible sin and a crime against myself that I literally only noticed since Sunday of this week. It needs to stop, I need to forgive myself, love myself and take care of myself more.

I wrote a song in response to my meditations:

I hope this has enlightened someone today, maybe you have been feeling the same way you need to love yourself. I don’t mean that you should masturbate, I felt like Jesus told me in no uncertain terms that that is a big NO-NO, for more info see this article for a Christian perspective on this issue (follow this link). You know it isn’t going to help anyway, nothing will if you don’t feel love for yourself on the inside. As Christians we don’t believe in that kind of “self-love” anyway. We believe that Jesus’ love is enough but I also feel like part of Jesus loving us, is Him helping us to be emotionally well adjusted by coming to terms with who we are, what we look like, what we do and having a healthy sense of self esteem. Yes Jesus loves you, He also wants you to have the courage to love yourself as well.

P.S. I have an RSS Feed/Podcast! – Catherine Waithe-Arnold http://feeds.soundcloud.com/users/soundcloud:users:3505160/sounds.rss

Lots of love

Catherine x

#New Ways To #Pray #Christian #Jesus

Hello everybody,

A short one today I’m v. busy. Two days ago I was very tired after doing a lot and praying a lot. So when it came to bedtime prayers I was very tired. (Every morning I pray and read the Bible before getting out of bed and every night I pray and read the Bible before I go to sleep).

So I decided that that night I would try something different as I was exhausted physically and emotionally. I invited Jesus to come and sit on the bed with me and listen to Christian music with me. Music that I wrote actually and just meditated on the lyrics, what they mean, what I can do better, how can I use these, the themes, reflecting on my relationship with Jesus, where we have been and asking Jesus questions.

I found it refreshing just to meditate in Jesus’ presence. The stress just washed off me and I don’t remember when I fell asleep! 

Try it. Put on some Christian music, if you write Christian music and it’s recorded put it on! Invite God, Jesus and The Holy Spirit to come and sit with you, meditate on God, ask Jesus questions and bask in the Holy Spirit.

Much love,

Catherine

Womanhood, love and pain

I accidentally posted this unfinished and early before, my little finger brushed the publish button, touch-phone screens are really sensitive these days lol!

Good evening,

I’ve been meditating on womanhood, pain and love.

This morning my period started and it was excruciating as usual. I was literally sitting there writhing in pain for hours. Thankfully I work from home.

Whilst I was writing in pain I was thinking, this is the price I have to pay in order to have children because as we all know from school, a menstruating woman is a fertile woman.

Basically menstruation in a nutshell is the beginning of a cycle where a woman’s ovaries produce an egg, the womb lining gets thicker in preparation to host a baby and the egg waits to be fertilized by sperm. If the egg is not fertilized then the woman’s body says “ok better luck next time let’s get rid of all this extra stuff we don’t need it this time”, then her body dumps the egg and the extra lining of the uterus. The menstruation is the sign that at one point that month your ovaries produced an egg. If your ovaries aren’t working and don’t produce any eggs you don’t have periods. Which is why menstruation is a sign of fertility. The NHS has an informative page on periods.

Anyway, so I was thinking, we women ensure pain every month so we can have the gift of children, that’s the only reason why I don’t complain. I bear the pain for the love of being a mother one day.

Then I thought physical pain and love are inextricably linked in womanhood. So periods are painful but you keep them because you love children.

Childbirth is excruciating (so I’m told lol) but it one of the most loving moments between a mother and her child she endures it so her child can be delivered and live. Labor is an act of love.

Sex, this can be painful for some women because they have problems like Vaginismus, again, the NHS has a handy page on this, in a nutshell that’s when a woman’s pelvic muscles spasm whenever she tries to put anything in her vagina e.g. a tampon, this literally shuts the vagina, so nothing can get in.

Or another thing is that perhaps it’s her first time having sex and she doesn’t know what she’s doing and he doesn’t know what he’s doing, especially if they are Christians and waited till their wedding night to have sex. This is something that keeps me up at night lol I feel really worried about this even whilst writing this I’ve developed a headache lol. Me and my single self is totally in control of what goes in my nether regions, apart from when I get the annual smear test, again the NHS are helpful with this one.

I would love to be married but I am not looking forward to an over enthusiastic, heavy (because I only weigh 7.5st or 102 pounds lol), aroused man trying to navigate my body for the first time. I feel like it’s going to hurt lol. However! We can work on it, I’m told sex gets better with time. Also, a decent man will listen to you when you say, “please don’t do that at that angle” lol. So I’m willing to work with him to educate/help him to not hurt me and still have a fulfilling sex life. But you see obviously you have to first experience the pain before you realise you shouldn’t do something. Therein lies the risk you take in having an intimate relationship with someone. You might get hurt, a good man won’t mean it, it’s just he doesn’t know what he’s doing, communicate with him, if he’s a good person he wont want to hurt you. However, you have to be willing to risk pain so you can grow together in physical and emotional closeness.

And that’s life as a woman but I know Jesus will help me through it all!

 

Love Catherine

CONTACT MEΒ 

Good afternoon!

Did you know I have a Contact Me page? (Follow this link to my Contact Me page) No? Well… I have a Contact Me page lol (Follow this link to my Contact Me page).

I created it in the event that if you are interested in anything you see on this site you, you have any questions/comments or you wish to hire me (for music tuition, composing/arranging/producing, harping) you can contact me!

No need to be scared, I’ve dropped the form I had and put my email address there instead.

Check it out! (Follow this link to my Contact Me page)

 

We can also connect through social media:

SoundCloud – Catherine Waithe-Arnold www.soundcloud.com/waithey

Facebook – Catherine Waithe-Arnold Music www.facebook.com/catherinewaithearnoldmusic

LinkedIn – Catherine Waithe-Arnold  www.linkedin.com/in/catherinewaithe-arnold

YouTube – Catherine Waithe-Arnold www.youtube.com/CatherineWAmusic

Twitter – @CatherineW_A https://twitter.com/CatherineW_A

Instagram – @catherinewaithe.arnoldmusic https://www.instagram.com/catherinewaithe.arnoldmusic/

 

Catherine

FOOTAGE FROM MY #GIG #freelance #musician #singer #songwriter #composer #instrumentalpop

Hello everybody!

Remember I had a gig last Friday? (follow this link for more info) well I filmed it and I thought that I would share the footage with you guys!

I really went for it!

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Enjoy! (follow this link to my YouTube channel or play it in the embedded player below)

You can also listen to the audio on SoundCloud (follow this link or use the embedded player below)

Catherine x

I’m On #YouTube

Hello!

A quick one today!

Did you know that I’m on YouTube? www.youtube.com/CatherineWAmusic

You can see me perform and also I’ve started uploading tracks with just a picture as a background, it doesn’t hurt to diversify from SoundCloud www.soundcloud.com/waithey from time to time heh!

The latest thing I put up on YouTube! Follow this link to listen or use the embedded player below:

 

Love Catherine x

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Trop #chaude aujourd hui! 🌞

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Wanted Ad: One Husband for one woman

About me:

  • Female
  • Christian
  • 27 yrs old
  • Favorite book of the Bible: Song of Songs
  • fun loving
  • creative: loves music: writing & performing & recording, art, baking & exercise (sport is considered a creative art)
  • likes to philosophise about things
  • musical
  • has 2 degrees, working on the 3rd
  • gluten, wheat and lactose free
  • loves to nap lol
  • favourite food: chicken anything
  • favourite colour: blue
  • can drive, does not have a car
  • likes the quiet
  • likes walking
  • into photography & phoneography
  • Music Pastor
  • dyspaxic, a bit dyslexic & a few other things…. lol
  • lived away from home for 5 years (university time) and then came back

 

Games consoles: I own the following

  • Super Nintendo (with no power cable or controller I’ll sort that out later)
  • PS2
  • PS3
  • Pink Nintendo DS lite
  • Black Wii with 1 black controller & 1 white controller

 

CookwareI own the following

  • George Foreman grill thingy
  • Titanium Steel Pans,
  • a kettle (which to be fair I might throw away lol)
  • Colourful cutlery I used at university (which I might also throw away lol)
  • crockery (which I’m going to get rid of I don’t even know why I’m including this on the list lol)
  • I had my own microwave but my mothers broke so I gave her mine
  • Black mini fridge it’s literally like a foot tall
  • Russell Hobs food steamer
  • kitchen utensils.
  • I also have loooads of recipes πŸ™‚

 

I need space for the following:

  • my mini trampoline
  • my wondercore abs thingy
  • my other exercise stuff
  • my hair steamer hahaha
  • my 13 instruments one of which is a harp
  • all my other misc music equipment
  • my skateboard that I keep on falling off of…
  • my art supplies including my easel
  • my hats
  • my ornamental dolls
  • my home office stuff, pc printer etc.
  • don’t be alarmed, all of my earthly possessions actually fit into one room, spread across a house should be fine, there will be no space for your clothes…

 

Clothes:

My clothes fill 3 cupboards… and not a single cupboard is devoid of shoes at the bottom.

 

Books: I have many of these,

  • some are poetry books and are prose fiction and most are prose non-fiction
  • I’ve got music books, books on theology, science, reference books, children’s books, various translations of the Bible, stories and tons of Horrible Histories!
  • It would be nice to merge our collections!

 

Where I want to live:

  • somewhere surrounded by green
  • I shrivel in cities
  • Somewhere the dogs can have space
    • the little one is a fool and cannot be trusted around cars
  • I want a house with a garden so I can grow my crops (e.g. carrots)

 

What I’m looking for:

  • someone who wants to get married
  • An attractive means by which I can reproduce myself
  • Someone my age and older, but not too much older because I want something that will be able to run around and play with me
  • affectionate
  • will put up with my allergies lol
  • must be able to get on with my family & friends
  • willing to agree to a space in the house reserved for me between certain hours in the evenings and mornings for me to give my music tuition lessons
  • must enjoy going to coffee shops & talking and also
  • needs to know when to shut up lol
  • someone who likes to go to restaurants
  • someone who scrubs up well
  • someone who will come with me to my arty things like the The Tate
  • Supportive person who always has my back
  • Someone supportive of me working from home & being self employed
  • House husband yaaaaaay! I’d honestly love a guy that works from home!
  • a guy with a sense of humour
  • no racists, whether that be against people of African-Caribbean decent or Caucasian decent or any other ethnicities
  • creative
  • someone who can help me mix/record vocals, I’m not good at that lol
  • sounding board for ideas
  • musician perhaps? I know this sounds clichΓ©d, this is probably one of the only serious bullet points, I’d love to sing worship songs at home with my husband and have worship time together and maybe one time he plays the guitar maybe one time I play or we play different instruments together! that’s literally one of my dreams. I’m serious about this one lol
  • must read my blog and be supportive of the various things that I like to do to occupy my time πŸ˜›
  • likes to travel
  • thinks I’m pretty without my makeup πŸ˜›
  • someone who looks the same in real life like they do on the internet
    • I try and make my instagram selfies just as ugly as I am in real life so that when people meet me they don’t feel like I’m Catfishing them

 

Children:

  • I do not currently have any of these
  • Would like to be married for a few years before reproducing
  • I’m up for having 2 minimum
  • Don’t think of it as “ugh she wants two children!” No no no, think of it as “she wants to get married and is willing to have sex at least twice” πŸ™‚
  • 4 is my maximum, that’s frisky enough. Once we have 4 I’m going to start throwing around words like… “vasectomy”. Speaking of sex…

 

Sex:

  • I am a Christian, so until marriage, as far as you or any guy is concerned, everything below my neck that isn’t my hands is marked “here be dragons”.
    • I don’t date guys who aren’t Christians any more because they keep on trying to have sex with me lol. It’s flattering but not congruous with my values.
      • It’s not a hard and fast rule, maybe if I met someone decent who wasn’t a Christian maybe I would date them I dunno but I wouldn’t marry someone who is not a Christian because I want to be on the same page spiritually.

 

For all enquiries visit my Contact me page or email info@catherinewaithe-arnold.com, willing to accept video entries lol

Love Catherine x